Thursday, May 14, 2009

"The die has been cast"

The die has been cast. There is no looking back for me now. I've casted a die I should have casted almost a year back. Whatever that has happened in the past has developed me. It has made me grow. I've looked back and there are regrets but there are also bittersweet memories. Its deeply ingrained in me that no matter how hard I scrub, how much I ignored it, it will be a part of me. I'll always carry that memory, the experience with me. It has made me who I am now.

Honestly, at this point in time, I do have a number of regrets. But I don't want to carry them on with me. I have to learn to move on. For now, I'm happy with what I have in life. It might not be the best. I have left quite a fair bit of my life to chance and fate. It has brought me on a wonderful journey. Loads of ups and downs, for sure. Now, I want to move on. I want to march forward. I can't wait to see where this road will lead me to. But for sure, I can't wait for the next phase in my journey to start.

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Feeling Stupid...

I've just realized that I've been presumptuous on certain things in my life. Today was a good slap in my face and the realization that all it took was just to let your guard down for a single second. That was all it takes. I always thought that I would not succumb to scams and such things. But lo and behold, that was just too presumptuous. Oh well, I've learnt a lesson and I'm putting it down as experience gained. I know my rights and I will not make the same mistake again.