Monday, May 14, 2012

Another Letter to Gramps

Dear Gramps, 

How I have missed you in these last 2 years! I can't believe it has been 2 years since you had left. Yup, so much has happened in this period. I sometimes wish I still can e-mail to you to tell you things. You once said, if I dream about you or think about you, you will hear it. I hope that you are hearing all of these now.

I just want to tell you that I'm happy with myself now and I'm finally happy in my own skin. I still don't know what I want but I know what I don't want and that's just putting a smile on my face. I agree with you when you say life is too short and we are better off just being ourselves. I'm starting to see wisdom in your words now. I can't believe that turning 30 would be such a milestone but I guess I'm finally growing up.

Gramps, I sometimes wonder if you are still around, I would be able to just pop over to Philippines and see you and just go fishing and diving. I will go to Puerto Galera and Batangas one of these days and I know you will be there with me. I'm just feeling a bit nostalgic and I really wish you are around so that I can tell you all of these in person. But other than that, trust me when I say I'm happy now and I can't wait to see more of this world!

Till the next letter. I hope you receive all of them.

Cheers!
PJ