Living my life

In all honesty, I have thought I would have no regrets on how I live my life. I would have thought till now, I have broke free from whatever bonds, imaginary or real, that ties me down. Surprisingly, I had never really broken free. I thought I had. I thought I did.

Played out

To be played out by senior members of the company and to be labelled as incompetent and no execution... This is the first...

Madness and Craziness

Its now mid November and the whole team or rather the whole entire company is in utter madness and craziness. We are all pushed into overdrive mode and push as hard as we are, the morale is bad and with some of the senior people giving very snipe and sarcastic remarks, I wonder where will all this leads us to. Surprising somehow that some people thinks that with sarcastic remarks we work harder. That is not true. Its demoralizing and it makes us very very defensive. I just find it sad that we have to stoop to that level and things that have been promised to be improved was as usual empty promises. And yet, we are still required to deliver when things are looking bleak. Instead of pep talks we get this. Are we supposed to move forward? Are we supposed to move forward with very thick skinned and face? Are we really supposed to be calendar face all the way?

The fighting spirit in me has left and I am nothing but someone who is trying her luck pushing and hoping things will improve. I keep my fingers cross tightly in hopes that there really is a light at the end of the tunnel. But whatever flickers of light I glimpsed in the passing has diminished. I wonder what the future holds?